I'm not actually sure what to say here. I wanted to believe in love. I tried. I even thought I could ignore some red flags and put up with some behavior I wouldn't normally put up with. But sadly on Monday I discovered that William is actually a lying, cheating, womanizer. He's a damn good liar, I'll give him that much. So I moved out before he got back from the jungle and waited for him to come home so I could tell him and maybe get the truth out of him. But he continues down the path of lying about "I'm not a liar man to you". But he is. he also has tried to talk to me a couple times in town but I can't even look at him. And said he wants to be my friend. I told him I can't be friends with someone who lies to me.
I haven't fully broke down and cried yet. I guess I'm still trying to process the situation, and 24 hours of alcohol didn't help that. To day will be sober and full of research and thinking about what to do next!
I'm going to San Jose tomorrow to meet up with a girl I met here, and we are planning a few days in Nicaragua. I am thinking of leaving a bunch of my crap here so I can travel lighter, and have more time to figure out what to do next without the extra physical burden!
So in my honor I request you play freebird as loud as possible and sing along! :)
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